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Shaking seems to hinder every grasp.
I’m counting down the minutes today. At 9:40 I decided that since I don’t feel good, eating toast is perfectly acceptable. I didn’t. At 10, I decided I’d for sure eat something early and it was okay. I didn’t. At … Continue reading
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Tagged anger, I don't even have pms to blame, mental health, the symptoms
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Inside of your hand.
This morning felt sad. I could have wallowed in it. Or drowned in it. But that’s not so much my style. So L and I went to Target for a gift card I needed, and while we were there I … Continue reading
The middle of nowhere.
For all intents and purposes, I had a really great week. I had my kids home all week. My in laws (whom I love) came over for Christmas. I’ve had a bizarrely great relationship with my mother for the last … Continue reading
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Tagged Christmas, family, friends, honoring both the good and the painful, loneliness
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I’ll wait up for you, dear.
I had such a nice day with my husband. This sounds a little odd to say, seeing as it was a day filled with family and goings on and the neverendingness. But also. I had such a nice day with … Continue reading
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Tagged [ . . . ], a little bit of home, Christmas, family, holidays, honey baked ham store, I can't remember the name of that song so I can't quote it now, I found it, I had to look it up..., I like you a lot, I've never falsely done anything to please someone before and I wouldn't start now if it wasn't true, my husband is the best, no lip service, so this is Christmas
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Just wait and see.
My favorite thing about the day. My 15yo daughter, talking to her boyfriend about what he could get her for Christmas: I dunno. Text my mom. She knows me better than I do.
What separates me from you now.
The youngest munchkin and the youngest furball and I are taking the morning to watch Toy Story. The kids are at their last Monday of school before winter break and this morning I dropped Harley off for her first visit … Continue reading
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Tagged abandonment issues, anxiety, cat mom, dog mom, doggy daycare, kid snuggles, Mondays
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The minor fall and the major lift.
What a difference a year (or six) can make. The last two weeks have been one crazy thing after another. My insurance is no longer accepting my doctor and physical therapist, so I either have to change insurance or change … Continue reading
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Tagged 2019 getting its last bit in, adoptdontshop, all the tags, animal rescue, anxiety, being brave, cat rescue, coping mechanisms, cuddling my rashy boy on the couch, depression, dogs, family, forever silver lining girl, get back up, having good doctors worth keeping, insurance mistakes, kittens, last month of the decade, making phone calls, medical bills, my children are superheroes, my husband is everything, no progress lost, one foot in front of the other, still standing, stress, therapy bills, vet bills
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The girl that filled my dark.
I decided to treat myself to a cup of regular coffee this morning. I’ve been sick since Sunday afternoon. I haven’t slept much. The littlest has been sick too (fever sickies). I didn’t even make coffee yesterday and I barely … Continue reading