Monthly Archives: March 2021

A lot of talk about a lot of things.

Posted on March 21, 2021 by tec

It’s beautiful out today. Perfect spring day. I mean, I could maybe use ten more degrees. I won’t be the one to complain about that. Hell, I cleaned up dog poop earlier, and was happy just to feel the grass’s … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged nostalgia, poop collecting weather, self care, sunshine for days, the little things, warmer temperatures | Leave a comment

If you could only see.

Posted on March 16, 2021 by tec

My sweet girl got me a present. I feel so loved.

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged dairy free, dunkin donuts, gluten free, loved, mom life, mothers and daughters, teenagers, the oldest one | Leave a comment

One more minute.

Posted on March 8, 2021 by tec

Today I felt the weight of my eating disorder. Terrible pun not intended. It just felt so present today. And I felt so…absent. Looking back on the day–the last few days–I’m suddenly very aware that my period is due and … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged driving around, eating disorder, eating disorder recovery, higher power, holding space, music, my husband told me to stay out as long as I wanted, owning the wins, retail therapy, showing up | Leave a comment

The silver leaves of ailing trees.

Posted on March 7, 2021 by tec

Over the weekend, I let bedtime routine slip some. Morning was the same, although actually he woke up before me today. Tonight was business as usual and we were lights out by 8:30ish. He was out by 8:59. It was … Continue reading →

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Wait another second.

Posted on March 4, 2021 by tec

I could feel it all bubbling over. So I moved myself to the dark bathroom and listened to AWOLNATION’s Sail really fucking loud. And then Stonewall by Life on Eris. And now it’s slightly better. I made it safer for … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged music makes it better, owning the wins, short on patience long on care, showing up, taking the pause | Leave a comment

Leave it to the breeze.

Posted on March 3, 2021 by tec

Good evening, sweet quiet place. Today has been quite the adventure, huh? Up at 7am. Got to hang out with the oldest and the youngest this morning. A grocery trip so my boy could see his special friend, Cindy. The … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 | Tagged car ride quality time, my random adventures, owning the wins, showing up, the middle one, the oldest one, the youngest | Leave a comment

Get closer and closer.

Posted on March 1, 2021 by tec

Last night I clicked the button that allows this site to be live. It was hilariously anticlimactic. I mean, it was awesome. I don’t mean to downplay it. But also, the site immediately let me know I could undo it … Continue reading →

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