I thought it couldn’t get worse this morning. Or maybe I knew that it would and that’s why I was so terrified.
I was even more scared when Chris told me about catching me talking to some guy on fb. A guy I had never heard of.
Apparently he had been hallucinating.
And now here I sit sobbing in my son’s room because it seems my husband has been drinking for two weeks.
Enough to be hallucinating.
And hiding it, while I sit obliviously by.
After six years and a half years of sobriety.
And I just cannot express how alone I am.