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Every little thing

Posted on May 21, 2024 by tec

I had this moment today where I suddenly realized I’m not okay. And I just sit with the information. Letting it be information. Like….the sky is blue. No weight. No judgment. No attachment. I don’t need to fix it. Or … Continue reading →

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Don’t fuss; don’t fight.

Posted on May 11, 2024 by tec

It’s been so long. I don’t even know what I’m doing back here. It was just….muscle memory. To come back. To write. To pour my soul on the page and pray the trauma releases from my body. I’m so tired. … Continue reading →

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Just like you said it would be.

Posted on April 29, 2023 by tec

I didn’t eat the chocolate today.I *wanted* to eat the chocolate today. Well.A part of me wanted to eat the chocolate. I sat with it instead.I reminded myself it wouldn’t offset any of the feelings or reasons I wanted it … Continue reading →

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The beauty that you can’t see.

Posted on April 24, 2023 by tec

It’s starting to come back.The feeling of home without any ownership.It’s weird to feel like….maybe I have to earn my way back. Or something. Today I asked questions.Can I have this? Do we want that? Help show me my next … Continue reading →

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Breathe sometimes.

Posted on April 23, 2023 by tec

I’m gonna do a 100 day thing.Today’s the first day.I feel much more naked here than I expected now that I’m typing. Safe to say it’s because of the 100+ censored comments from my last post in 2021. All spam. … Continue reading →

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Cut through the noise.

Posted on April 23, 2023 by tec

It’s been a long time.I think I had imagined that when I came back it would feel like coming home.But it doesn’t. Not to say it won’t.Time will tell.It always does.

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Taking its wear.

Posted on June 5, 2021 by tec

It crossed my mind today “as much as possible” and it didn’t dawn on me until a second ago when I was typing it that it’s “as often as possible.” Make healthy food choices as often as possible. And I … Continue reading →

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Hey little girl.

Posted on June 1, 2021 by tec

It’s on my mind today to eat. At breakfast I ate some on my regular food, but not all. Then I mindlessly ate some corn chips with the middlest while watching Arrested Development. I wasn’t full at the time, but … Continue reading →

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A lot of talk about a lot of things.

Posted on March 21, 2021 by tec

It’s beautiful out today. Perfect spring day. I mean, I could maybe use ten more degrees. I won’t be the one to complain about that. Hell, I cleaned up dog poop earlier, and was happy just to feel the grass’s … Continue reading →

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If you could only see.

Posted on March 16, 2021 by tec

My sweet girl got me a present. I feel so loved.

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