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The quiet things that no one ever knows.
My 15yo comes into the kitchen. “Mom. Snow is just sky cum. Prove me wrong.” ….. This is my life.
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Tagged innocence lost, mini me, my sweet girl, she's not wrong, snowstorm, teenagers, weather
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Get myself back home.
Today is laughably hard to navigate. Painfully, laughably hard. Like so ridiculously hard. But. Despite the knot in my stomach and the clenching in my chest and the tightening of my throat, I go on. And truly, even this is … Continue reading
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Tagged a lifetime ago, all the stomping and big girl pants, all the tags, anxiety, blanket fort, both, breathing, car issues, dogs, faith, gratitude, I really really really need a moment, mom life, my sweet girl, navigating, overwhelmed and underslept, progress, sitting in the uncomfortable, stop reading my tags first, stupid stupid progress, the dichotomy of not being okay and knowing you'll be okay
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Get myself back home.
Today is laughably hard to navigate. Painfully, laughably hard. Like so ridiculously hard. But. Despite the knot in my stomach and the clenching in my chest and the tightening of my throat, I go on. And truly, even this is … Continue reading
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Tagged a lifetime ago, all the stomping and big girl pants, all the tags, anxiety, blanket fort, both, breathing, car issues, dogs, faith, gratitude, I really really really need a moment, mom life, my sweet girl, navigating, overwhelmed and underslept, progress, sitting in the uncomfortable, stop reading my tags first, stupid stupid progress, the dichotomy of not being okay and knowing you'll be okay
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Close your eyes and think of me.
Yesterday I suddenly became so freaking excited about all the things I’ve got going on–the growth mindset and decluttering (which is starting to feel really tangible again) and my very own website that I’m diligently working to launch. And fast … Continue reading
Close your eyes and think of me.
Yesterday I suddenly became so freaking excited about all the things I’ve got going on–the growth mindset and decluttering (which is starting to feel really tangible again) and my very own website that I’m diligently working to launch. And fast … Continue reading
Sentiments, like shadows, grow.
I have a compulsion this morning to weigh myself. I know it’s just that–a compulsion. I know the rational. It doesn’t negate the irrational. Logically I know that, whatever the number on the scale, it isn’t indicative of my health … Continue reading
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Tagged auchduh, be, binge eating disorder, body dysmorphia, compulsive thoughts, eating disorder, eating disorder recovery, honoring my body, making the choice, morning routines, non-scale victory, ocd, progress, putting in the work, self care, self talk, self worth, weight loss
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I’m bare-boned and crazy for you.
Here it is Sunday night. Almost time for sleep. Truth be told, I should have gone to sleep an hour ago. I just want to take some time to reflect on my weekend first. I don’t know that I had … Continue reading
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Tagged al-anon, candlelit kisses, connection, expectations, grocery shopping, growth, Heroes, I got myself a domain name, marriage, snowstorms, weekend, wordpress
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To none but me.
I just found this thing I had written seven years ago today (well… yesterday) on a blog I forgot existed. Fascinating. So fascinating.
As the weeks trickle into days.
I am happy today. And peaceful and calm and contented. Without much effort. And I’m spending no effort fighting it.