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It took some time to survive you.
I’ve been disconnecting my why and my who from my present the past few days. I’m sure there’s a reason. I’m sure that reason is important. But I haven’t tread there yet. I haven’t come here to pick it apart. … Continue reading
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Tagged communication, eating disorder, eating disorder recovery, food as comfort, food don't fix, future me, marriage, my who, my why, navigating, one foot in front of the other, Rachel Hollis, relationships, self awareness, self care, stress, the hard things, writing, writing as therapy
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Like the ceiling can’t hold us.
Before I even make my coffee this morning, I want to share what my life affords me. I woke up this morning to this. There are clean dishes in the drain board from 24 hours ago. There’s crap on the … Continue reading
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Tagged abundance, all the hard work, Dave Hollis, family, growth mindset, home management, housework, Kendra Hennessy, marriage, progress, Rachel Hollis, relationships, RISExLIVE, routines, sex, YBML
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I live to be alive.
RISE fucking LIVE. Rachel Hollis. Fucking Rachel Hollis. I have no words. I want to have words. But I have no words. I just have this overwhelm that seeps from my eyes and labors my breathing. Oh my god, I … Continue reading
I don’t know where they come from.
I hate that it’s been so many days since I’ve written. Ya know, last week it didn’t even occur to me to write. The whole week just blinked by. I don’t even know where it went. So much time was … Continue reading
Somewhere in between the beginning and the end.
I was kind of fooling myself with the optimism when it came to my knees injury. I knew it the other day when I typed that I was just as committed to my dream. Because I knew that I wasn’t. … Continue reading
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Tagged growth mindset, ice and rest, injury, mindset shift, overly optimistic positivity, self sabotage, training, triggers
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Keep my composure when it’s time.
I jacked up my knee(s) a bit. I’m thinking it’s patellar tendinitis. Seems the most likely culprit. The universe was like “hold up, li’l girl” and then instead of stomping about it–because that would have really hurt–I said “okay” and … Continue reading
Posted in Adventures in quarantine, Adventures in running, Uncategorized
Tagged all the tags, dream catcher, get back up, I am a runner, I can do hard things, I choose joy, ice and rest, injury, knee pain, made for more, navigating, patellar tendinitis, Rachel Hollis, running, setbacks are not the time to stop, slow down, stj, strength training, support, Swiss army knife for life, training
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Hold on to the thread.
I realized last night I take my recent decrease in anxiety entirely for granted. I read a post about a girl who is filled with anxiety and dread when she has to go to the store. As an anxiety survivor … Continue reading
The voice that’s been calling me back home.
I had a panic attack this afternoon. I feel compelled to write about it because I learned a lot of things. First, a panic attack is not failure. It is a lesson learned. Second, it’s not weakness. It is an … Continue reading
The ground beneath your feet.
Ohmygosh, guys, my legs! I have never run that hard before. I’ve never pushed myself like that before. My thighs burn!! I ran so hard, I thought I might puke! It’s fucking amazing! Today was 25 minutes of 30/30 with … Continue reading
Posted in Adventures in running, Uncategorized
Tagged holy oww, holy smokes, running, training
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