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The whole world is moving.
It’s so funny to me. I write a post like my last one, which, as soon as I honored that feeling, the feeling was gone. But then I don’t post for a few days and suddenly it appears that I … Continue reading
Faster than my words.
I want to eat. I’m not going to. But I want to.
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Tagged eating disorder, eating window, honesty, navigating, recovery
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Tell me I’m fine.
This morning is rough. I’m consciously staying in mindset mode, but it’s challenging. I woke up so sore today. My arm and shoulder hurt so much. And I knew that constant ache had subsided, but with all the flu going … Continue reading
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
There is this thing that happens in my brain? I don’t get any say in it? I am aware of it. Sometimes. But a lot of the time I am unaware of it. I’m usually only aware of it when … Continue reading
Trace the moment.
Chris and I have a perfect place. He found it first. He shared it with me. It’s this little tucked away place that doesn’t even feel like it’s part of our town. Or our state. It’s our sacred place. It’s … Continue reading
The reasons should’ve made themselves quite plain.
My sponsor says “catawampus.” I wouldn’t say it’s my favorite thing about her. But it’s definitely up there.
Why are you running away?
Part of my sponsee homework this week was to flesh out my higher power a bit more. Not necessarily to share with Beth, but to have a more tangible and articulated foundation for myself. Chris and I had this two … Continue reading
Take these broken wings.
Earlier this week I caught some of a fb live Kendra Hennessy was doing. She mentioned having just written down a rabbit hole into unbearable old hurts. Things she forgot but her mind didn’t that she still holds onto 10+ … Continue reading
Every single one’s got a story to tell.
This is why she’s my girl.
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Tagged daughters, mom'ing, my sweet girl, random thoughts, she's my six, we're both funny
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I’ll carry these torches for you.
“I’m not going to do extra if you aren’t going to do your part.” I’ve been struggling with S not listening. For years now. Consequences nor rewards really make any difference. He’ll even weigh consequences to see if it’s worth … Continue reading