-
Recent Posts
Archives
Category Archives: Uncategorized
Swan dive.
I keep fiddling with tectonicdraft related things, but have yet to launch my actual site. I will get there. There is no question. But also, ohmygosh, just freakin’ do it already, would ya?! I’m currently doing some behind the scenes … Continue reading
To the east side.
I was brave today and done did get myself a sponsor.
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged al-anon, feel the fear and do it anyway, giddy happy, I'm a fucking rockstar, mental health, progress, sponsor
Comments Off on To the east side.
Yesterday a child came out to wonder.
It feels like this was specifically written for me. It is words I haven’t been able to find for myself. It’s not answers. But it’s something. It’s a spark. I don’t yet have a real grasp on…who I am. I … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged al-anon, all the hard things, all the work, Allie Casazza, Brene Brown, change, comparison is the thief of joy, faith, get off the damn ladder, I am scared, Kendra Hennessy, Liz Gilbert, my fear can come along for the ride but she's gotta sit in the back, philosophy, practice, progress, purpose, quieting the what ifs, rachel martin, recovery, risk for a butterfly., self love, self worth, shame, the strong vulnerable women who lead the way, vulnerability
Leave a comment
Feel the light.
I finished with physical therapy and as I walked outside a security guard said, “He’s not blocking you in, is he?” And I said, “yep!” The universe gave me a pause button. What a beautiful thing.
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged breathe, February, mental health, pause, physical therapy, practice, random thoughts, sunshine for days, the universe takes care
Leave a comment
Out of the corner of my eye.
“Ma, I no eat. It wet.” me: It’s just hot dog juice. *15 minutes later* me: You gonna eat your hot dog? “I no like hot dog juice.” . . . . . I dried it off and now he’s … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged L, mom life, out of the mouths of babes, random thoughts, sunshine for days, today is fun, toddlers
Leave a comment
Burst like white light.
It’s my birthday. And I’m upstairs making pizzas for everyone while my husband is downstairs trying to perfect a song he wrote for me, which is my present, I’m assuming, whenever he is comfortable enough with it to come back … Continue reading
Snug and safe from harm.
Today was a day. My ferret had seizures all morning and screamed this scream. It hurts too much to think about. After calling many vets, I finally got him in somewhere. I texted R and she was good to not … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged death, ferrets, L, mom'ing, out of the mouths of babes, pets, sad together, seizures, today was a day, tomorrow is another one, vet
Leave a comment
A chance that they will see.
Yesterday got scary for a little bit healthwise and I wanted to write. Time did not allow. Once the scary wore off a bit, regular life ensued and I still didn’t write. Then I had planned to today, but I … Continue reading
I would ride alongside.
This about sums it up.
Faster than I can.
I’m so count-y this morning. I just want it to be time to eat. I’m certain it has nothing to do with food and everything to do with my head. But I don’t want to put in the work. This … Continue reading