Tag Archives: anxiety

Damn sure better than rain.

Posted on November 3, 2019 by tec

I went to my first Al-Anon meeting. I wasn’t nervous at all when I left for the meeting. When I got there and sat down I was suddenly doing all my nervous things. People were inviting and warm, but also … Continue reading →

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Just hold on.

Posted on October 28, 2019 by tec

I’m having a moment where I’m trying to remember all our lasts. In case you don’t come back. In case the devastation of that undoes me so irrevocably that I can’t recall a single thing about today. Or yesterday. I … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged addiction, alcoholism, alternate realities, anxiety, choosing between all the terrible choices, come back to me, fear, find your light, marriage, mental health, mental illness, self worth | Leave a comment

Spinning in your head.

Posted on October 27, 2019 by tec

The voices in my head could shut the fuck up now. This is the least relaxing walk ever. ~~~~~~~ Eta It was my intention to turn the day around. Just because Chris was on the phone and the girl was … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, different pages, family, I edited the fuck out of the post, marriage, previous words were way too angry when really I was just sad, this.is.stupid., walkingmydog, warm days of fall | Leave a comment

The sun broke free of the clouds.

Posted on October 16, 2019 by tec

A letter to my husband: He once told you that I feel trapped. And I feel like it’s the biggest disservice he ever did us. There was never ever going to be me convincing you otherwise because his word was … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged [ . . . ], a story of us, anxiety, depression, healing, I would have sent this as an email instead but today you have other things going on and I'd rather you read this when you're supposed to, marriage, opportunity for growth, overcoming, stress | Leave a comment

Forever your girl.

Posted on October 8, 2019 by tec

Three hours ago, it was like this. And then the kids came with me to the store! We drove the 12 minutes to Stop #1 and I came to realize I didn’t have my driver’s license or money. So we … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, depression, dogs, driving, forever silver lining girl, kids, optimistic, shopping, the luxury of being alive | Leave a comment

I will shelter you.

Posted on September 22, 2019 by tec

Chris has a friend out visiting today. Said friend is bogged with anxiety and intelligence. It’s always difficult to navigate being around him because I am so sensitive to his energy. I never feel calm or chill. That bumps up … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, chilling with my kid in the other room, friends, high IQ, I committed to progress, I got this, I miss the quiet, navigating the loud, path to less destruction, people are annoying | Comments Off

The outside turning in.

Posted on August 27, 2019 by tec

I haven’t written in a long time. Again. I don’t even want to be writing right now. I have been actively participating in life. I have been staying on top of responsibilities. Actions that, in the past, have paralyzed me. … Continue reading →

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, catch up, daughters, gentle with myself, I'm doing it all anyway, making phone calls, mom'ing, paralyzing activities, therapy, triggers | Leave a comment

Swallow the light from the sun.

Posted on July 24, 2019 by tec

It’s like the glass floor beneath my feet has spiderweb’d into a million stray lines that, at any moment, could splinter to their end and fall away completely. I haven’t written in forever. I post on twitter occasionally, but I … Continue reading →

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May 28th PM2

Posted on May 28, 2019 by tec

Even tho it’s not due until June 3rd, I have the email prepared and saved and ready to send to start the school registration process for RS.

Posted in Uncategorized | Tagged anxiety, kids, knowing my strengths and weaknesses, overcoming anxiety | Leave a comment

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