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Some kind of light at the end.
I’m not going to eat tonight. I’m so tired from making decisions I shouldn’t have been making. I’m so exhausted I could cry. I’m so exhausted I didn’t realize I was already crying. I don’t think I’ll ever be able … Continue reading
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Tagged addiction, alt-til my lungs give out, decision making juice, detox, eating disorder, faith, I couldn't decide on the lyric; still not sure I chose right, marriage, my little girl doesn't have any idea she's been the icing, recovery, sleep, stress, there you are
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I don’t want to wait.
I had this moment today where I realized I had had three constructively successful days in a row. And I wanted to take a picture of the meal I was making, but then I got self-conscious about my vegetables and … Continue reading
Escape is never the safest path.
I keep making the not constructive choice. I mean, I realize it serves a purpose, the destructive choices–the eating choices, but they’re not constructive. They feed something in me. No pun intended. I’m just not certain they are fueling anything … Continue reading
And made my way back home.
After a season of internal stagnation and some days flat out destructive ruin, I think I’m ready to commit to myself again. I’m ready to start growing the things.
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Tagged constructive, eating disorder, eating disorder recovery, goals, growth, it's time, self therapy, work in progress
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