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Get myself back home.
Today is laughably hard to navigate. Painfully, laughably hard. Like so ridiculously hard. But. Despite the knot in my stomach and the clenching in my chest and the tightening of my throat, I go on. And truly, even this is … Continue reading
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Get myself back home.
Today is laughably hard to navigate. Painfully, laughably hard. Like so ridiculously hard. But. Despite the knot in my stomach and the clenching in my chest and the tightening of my throat, I go on. And truly, even this is … Continue reading
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Tagged a lifetime ago, all the stomping and big girl pants, all the tags, anxiety, blanket fort, both, breathing, car issues, dogs, faith, gratitude, I really really really need a moment, mom life, my sweet girl, navigating, overwhelmed and underslept, progress, sitting in the uncomfortable, stop reading my tags first, stupid stupid progress, the dichotomy of not being okay and knowing you'll be okay
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Approach. Appear.
I didn’t know what the rest of my day would look like earlier when I wrote. I felt on top of everything, but in that way where you are until you suddenly aren’t. I finished my paper clutter pile from … Continue reading
Damn sure better than rain.
I went to my first Al-Anon meeting. I wasn’t nervous at all when I left for the meeting. When I got there and sat down I was suddenly doing all my nervous things. People were inviting and warm, but also … Continue reading
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Tagged AA, al-anon, alcoholism, anxiety, binge eating disorder, community, coping mechanisms, dreams and aspirations, faith, family, friends, hope, how it works, it's time, marriage, mental illness, miscarriage, OA, recovery, shine your light where you can, support, the good things we do for ourselves that we didn't even know we needed
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Some kind of light at the end.
I’m not going to eat tonight. I’m so tired from making decisions I shouldn’t have been making. I’m so exhausted I could cry. I’m so exhausted I didn’t realize I was already crying. I don’t think I’ll ever be able … Continue reading
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Tagged addiction, alt-til my lungs give out, decision making juice, detox, eating disorder, faith, I couldn't decide on the lyric; still not sure I chose right, marriage, my little girl doesn't have any idea she's been the icing, recovery, sleep, stress, there you are
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