Tag Archives: higher power

Every little thing

I had this moment today where I suddenly realized I’m not okay. And I just sit with the information. Letting it be information. Like….the sky is blue. No weight. No judgment. No attachment. I don’t need to fix it. Or … Continue reading

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Your hand on the glass.

Against all odds, today was just…remarkable. It was breaths of fresh air. I haven’t felt this healthy and unafflicted in a very long time. Ask and you shall receive sometimes. Gratitude abounds. Beth often says, “faith is not belief without … Continue reading

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Parallel on the other side.

I want to make healthy choices for myself as often as possible. I want “as often as possible” to be more often than not. I have so much gratitude already for every moment that is easier than hard. And I … Continue reading

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One more minute.

Today I felt the weight of my eating disorder. Terrible pun not intended. It just felt so present today. And I felt so…absent. Looking back on the day–the last few days–I’m suddenly very aware that my period is due and … Continue reading

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The silver leaves of ailing trees.

Over the weekend, I let bedtime routine slip some. Morning was the same, although actually he woke up before me today. Tonight was business as usual and we were lights out by 8:30ish. He was out by 8:59. It was … Continue reading

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Why are you running away?

Part of my sponsee homework this week was to flesh out my higher power a bit more. Not necessarily to share with Beth, but to have a more tangible and articulated foundation for myself. Chris and I had this two … Continue reading

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