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Running around in your head.
I feel like I should recap my day. Touch base with the multitudes of people who come across my words. (This is where you laugh. I know no one reads.) I survived this day. Better yet, I was thriving by … Continue reading
Running around in your head.
I feel like I should recap my day. Touch base with the multitudes of people who come across my words. (This is where you laugh. I know no one reads.) I survived this day. Better yet, I was thriving by … Continue reading
I’m bare-boned and crazy for you.
Here it is Sunday night. Almost time for sleep. Truth be told, I should have gone to sleep an hour ago. I just want to take some time to reflect on my weekend first. I don’t know that I had … Continue reading
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Tagged al-anon, candlelit kisses, connection, expectations, grocery shopping, growth, Heroes, I got myself a domain name, marriage, snowstorms, weekend, wordpress
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Approach. Appear.
I didn’t know what the rest of my day would look like earlier when I wrote. I felt on top of everything, but in that way where you are until you suddenly aren’t. I finished my paper clutter pile from … Continue reading
Trying to fight when you feel like flying.
The question is… How do you proceed when you know so much about growth mindset, and the situation just sucks, and you want to reach out to someone, but don’t want advice and just want the comfort of someone’s knowing … Continue reading
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Tagged al-anon, family, friends, growth mindset, I want to live a life where Kendra is my spirit animal, I've got this...and it's hard, Kendra Hennessy, marriage, mindset like a mother, mom life, my thoughts are greater than my situation, my thoughts create my beliefs which create my mindset, putting in the work, time for a sponsor, today it hurts to be so on, working to not snap today
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Inside of your hand.
This morning felt sad. I could have wallowed in it. Or drowned in it. But that’s not so much my style. So L and I went to Target for a gift card I needed, and while we were there I … Continue reading
Damn sure better than rain.
I went to my first Al-Anon meeting. I wasn’t nervous at all when I left for the meeting. When I got there and sat down I was suddenly doing all my nervous things. People were inviting and warm, but also … Continue reading
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Tagged AA, al-anon, alcoholism, anxiety, binge eating disorder, community, coping mechanisms, dreams and aspirations, faith, family, friends, hope, how it works, it's time, marriage, mental illness, miscarriage, OA, recovery, shine your light where you can, support, the good things we do for ourselves that we didn't even know we needed
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Thinking of ways to get back home.
Fuck. My eating disorder is fucking loud today. I had started my day excited that it felt like a new start of healthiness and healing. I made Brussels sprouts even! Oh, but did my body (mind?) have other plans! This … Continue reading
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Tagged [ . . . ], addiction, al-anon, binge eating disorder, blanket fort, dude-shut up--I'm navigating, eating disorder, finding my way, food, fucking empaths, I should start taking the cbd a little earlier..., I wrote a lot of expletives, it looks messy and that's okay, letting your thing be your thing, marriage, mental health, practice what I preach
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Just hold on.
I’m having a moment where I’m trying to remember all our lasts. In case you don’t come back. In case the devastation of that undoes me so irrevocably that I can’t recall a single thing about today. Or yesterday. I … Continue reading
Spinning in your head.
The voices in my head could shut the fuck up now. This is the least relaxing walk ever. ~~~~~~~ Eta It was my intention to turn the day around. Just because Chris was on the phone and the girl was … Continue reading