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I’ve carried hope and heavy daydreams.

I’m all out of mental…everything. Like, I’m so out of mental everything that it hurts too much to muster the energy to mumble “do something cool”. I feel like I could break down and sob. But nothing comes. I’m just … Continue reading

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I’m a little teapot.

The littlest wanted muffins. What kind, you may ask? Spinach and chocolate chip. I gotta hand it to the kid. They’re really good. I love that he balances healthy and sweet!

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Wherever you go, I always know.

I jacked up my neck on Friday. That night Chris has massaged it, which helped for the duration of the massage, but didn’t have the reversing affect I had hoped for. All day yesterday I was in an acute amount … Continue reading

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If you could only see.

My sweet girl got me a present. I feel so loved.

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The whole world is moving.

It’s so funny to me. I write a post like my last one, which, as soon as I honored that feeling, the feeling was gone. But then I don’t post for a few days and suddenly it appears that I … Continue reading

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I’ll carry these torches for you.

“I’m not going to do extra if you aren’t going to do your part.” I’ve been struggling with S not listening. For years now. Consequences nor rewards really make any difference. He’ll even weigh consequences to see if it’s worth … Continue reading

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Out of the corner of my eye.

“Ma, I no eat. It wet.” me: It’s just hot dog juice. *15 minutes later* me: You gonna eat your hot dog? “I no like hot dog juice.” . . . . . I dried it off and now he’s … Continue reading

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Get myself back home.

Today is laughably hard to navigate. Painfully, laughably hard. Like so ridiculously hard. But. Despite the knot in my stomach and the clenching in my chest and the tightening of my throat, I go on. And truly, even this is … Continue reading

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Get myself back home.

Today is laughably hard to navigate. Painfully, laughably hard. Like so ridiculously hard. But. Despite the knot in my stomach and the clenching in my chest and the tightening of my throat, I go on. And truly, even this is … Continue reading

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Approach. Appear.

I didn’t know what the rest of my day would look like earlier when I wrote. I felt on top of everything, but in that way where you are until you suddenly aren’t. I finished my paper clutter pile from … Continue reading

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