Tag Archives: owning the wins

Hey little girl.

Posted on June 1, 2021 by tec

It’s on my mind today to eat. At breakfast I ate some on my regular food, but not all. Then I mindlessly ate some corn chips with the middlest while watching Arrested Development. I wasn’t full at the time, but … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged as often as possible, binge eating disorder, eating disorder, enough, head and body dichotomy, owning the wins, recovery, showing up, the next right step | Leave a comment

One more minute.

Posted on March 8, 2021 by tec

Today I felt the weight of my eating disorder. Terrible pun not intended. It just felt so present today. And I felt so…absent. Looking back on the day–the last few days–I’m suddenly very aware that my period is due and … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged driving around, eating disorder, eating disorder recovery, higher power, holding space, music, my husband told me to stay out as long as I wanted, owning the wins, retail therapy, showing up | Leave a comment

The silver leaves of ailing trees.

Posted on March 7, 2021 by tec

Over the weekend, I let bedtime routine slip some. Morning was the same, although actually he woke up before me today. Tonight was business as usual and we were lights out by 8:30ish. He was out by 8:59. It was … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged [ . . . ], a strong foundation, accountability, bedtime, bedtime routine, eating disorder recovery, higher power, making space, marriage, mom'ing, owning the wins, practicing all the things, relief, showing up, step work, the middle one, the things that keep me on my path, the voices in my head, the youngest, typing while I'm too tired to keep my eyes open, weekend | Leave a comment

Wait another second.

Posted on March 4, 2021 by tec

I could feel it all bubbling over. So I moved myself to the dark bathroom and listened to AWOLNATION’s Sail really fucking loud. And then Stonewall by Life on Eris. And now it’s slightly better. I made it safer for … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged music makes it better, owning the wins, short on patience long on care, showing up, taking the pause | Leave a comment

Leave it to the breeze.

Posted on March 3, 2021 by tec

Good evening, sweet quiet place. Today has been quite the adventure, huh? Up at 7am. Got to hang out with the oldest and the youngest this morning. A grocery trip so my boy could see his special friend, Cindy. The … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 | Tagged car ride quality time, my random adventures, owning the wins, showing up, the middle one, the oldest one, the youngest | Leave a comment

Get closer and closer.

Posted on March 1, 2021 by tec

Last night I clicked the button that allows this site to be live. It was hilariously anticlimactic. I mean, it was awesome. I don’t mean to downplay it. But also, the site immediately let me know I could undo it … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021 | Tagged brave, I did the thing, owning the wins, right on time, website, wordpress | Leave a comment

Down to the ground.

Posted on February 25, 2021 by tec

Chris and I have been trying to get the boys to bed earlier. Over the past few months it had been later and later, until they were both going to sleep after 10. The littlest would then wake up at … Continue reading →

Posted in 2021, Uncategorized | Tagged bedtime, compromise, embrace the process, marriage, mom'ing, owning the wins, perfectionism | Leave a comment