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The silver leaves of ailing trees.
Over the weekend, I let bedtime routine slip some. Morning was the same, although actually he woke up before me today. Tonight was business as usual and we were lights out by 8:30ish. He was out by 8:59. It was … Continue reading
Posted in 2021, Uncategorized
Tagged [ . . . ], a strong foundation, accountability, bedtime, bedtime routine, eating disorder recovery, higher power, making space, marriage, mom'ing, owning the wins, practicing all the things, relief, showing up, step work, the middle one, the things that keep me on my path, the voices in my head, the youngest, typing while I'm too tired to keep my eyes open, weekend
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Leave it to the breeze.
Good evening, sweet quiet place. Today has been quite the adventure, huh? Up at 7am. Got to hang out with the oldest and the youngest this morning. A grocery trip so my boy could see his special friend, Cindy. The … Continue reading
Lighting up the dark.
Checking in. Busy fucking day. So many appointments. It was almost nonstop driving. Yet there was something really great about it. Purpose. I liked it. I handled it and none of it was hard. Showing up felt good. Like breathing. … Continue reading
Don’t let it go to waste.
I wanted to get out and run all weekend. But I didn’t. I was kind of afraid. All last week I walked the neighborhood with S. And I started running being I was brave for S, who was self-conscious to … Continue reading
Onto the next.
I FUCKING DID IT!!! One full minute of running!! Holy fuck that was amazing!
The beating of your heart.
Training day #4. I took a running break today. The reasons were threefold, but mostly it came down to time. I mean, yes, totally I should take breaks. But also, I’m one to delay a break. So I used the … Continue reading
Posted in Adventures in running, Uncategorized
Tagged downtime, playtime, the middle one, the oldest, training, walking
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I’ll carry these torches for you.
“I’m not going to do extra if you aren’t going to do your part.” I’ve been struggling with S not listening. For years now. Consequences nor rewards really make any difference. He’ll even weigh consequences to see if it’s worth … Continue reading