The beauty that you can’t see.

It’s starting to come back.
The feeling of home without any ownership.
It’s weird to feel like….maybe I have to earn my way back.

Or something.

Today I asked questions.
Can I have this? Do we want that? Help show me my next step with L? Chips? No?…..hmmm….

And then I didn’t. Because part of this is the awareness to ask the question in the first place. But the another part is the follow through. The trust without reservation. Doing the damn thing, even when I have no desire to or reason to.
Do it simply because source said so and I asked and I can listen.
Do it because I know it’s my highest.
Because I want to experience all these miracles as normal.
Because I want allllllll the damn magic.
Because I asked to merge with my soul no matter the cost.
And I refuse to take that back.

I’m human through and through.
I’m gonna make mistakes over and over.
But it will all be perfect. Because it’s all on his time and in his picture. And I got no worries.